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.Monday, November 16, 2009 ' 5:20 AM Y
& be ur lucky star forever

it is true .. jus believe this onee thingg
everythingg iee have said was to show eyuu
thatt loveeeyuu know itt wad everythingg to mee
eyuu know all abt ittbe happy ferr me
pleasee love moree happilyy
then when eyuu were with mee
soo myy heartso my lovee
it will hrt jus a little less
andd iee will hold backk the tearss
heart iee am sorreh
it is okayy .. stop cryingg
let;s let her go of her noww
lett's jsu let her go by
someone better thann mee
is at her side noww
iee am holding myy tears in too
promisee mee,even if she turns her back on mee
eyuu wont go after her againn
so myy heartt
so myy lovee
it shouldnt be hardd to bearr
andd iee will hold backk the tearss
heart iee am sorreh
it is okayy stopp cryingg
let's let go her of her noww
let' jus let her go byy
someone better thann mee
it is her side noww
iee am holding my tearr noww
iee love eyu , iee love eyu
though iee cal outt thousands
ten thousand of times
though iee cry myy heart outtshe is somewhere where
she cant hear mee
lett" throw outt the restt of those memories
lett"s throw outt the rest of thatt love
someone is better than mee
it is at her side noww
iee am holdingg my tears in too
though iee miss eyuu





.Thursday, November 5, 2009 ' 4:18 AM Y
& be ur lucky star forever

今天我已经考虑过了...

本想不需你...

自己活一去...

但是我还是

放不下你...

其实我刚刚是骗你的

对不起...

其实是放生了一些事...

我觉得还是不要告诉你好...

对不起..

原谅我...

even though iee knoww...iee jus cant let eyuu go
all this feelin iee have deep in ma heartt
even iee see.. eyuu aree not next to mee
iee dontwan to be apart
iee count all thee memories that wee have once sharedd
keepin them alive within myy mindd
myy heartt keep onn longingg ferr eyuu to be near
whyy cant iee leave thoughts of eyuu behindd
i can no longerr controll this heart of minee
all this lovee ferr eyuu made me completely blindd..
becausee i am stupid.. i can only see eyuu
eyuu are keepin urr lovee fer someone else
ma heartt silently cries the tears fromm deep within
thee pain wont stopp so iee will keep it innonly iff eyuu can see.. the lovin eyuu is mee
iiee will gibbs eyuu everythingg that eyuu needed
even if iee held myy hands out andd i call fer eyuu
seems like eyuu are always so far away myy heartt will slowly stopp and break into twoo
with a heelin scar that will never fade
i can no longer control this heart of minee
i will tryy to comfort myselff with this one liee
iee will be happy if iee can see eyu smile at mee
even if eyuu go my heart cant let eyuu go
cause my tears keep on falinn downn
i had goen crazy over thiss one sided lovee
cant forget eyuu nor can i make eyuu mine
alone waittin fer eyuu as days pass byy
must have becomee sick from missin eyuu so much
my heartt cant find its wayy back to mee
onlyy can cure thisslovve sickness with jus one touch
with eyuur heartt please share that lovee with mee
please share all eyuur lovve only fer mee





.Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ' 5:39 AM Y
& be ur lucky star forever

现在...
你应该知道我爱你的原因的吧...
我觉得爱上你是我的幸福...
被你拒绝是我最伤心的事...
爱上了你...


我觉得我很多都改变了...
以前的我和他...
现在的我和他..
虽然还是好朋友但是...
我为什么..


会觉得我和他好像疏远了很多...
应该是你吧...
但是你也不要想是你的错...
我觉得这是我的错...
因为我知道你和他..


但是我还是不知为什么...
还爱着你..
对不起我总是还放不下你...
我觉得...


我会等你的...
而不是觉得...
是...

一定





.Sunday, November 1, 2009 ' 3:18 AM Y
& be ur lucky star forever

eyuu is da girl that has taken ma heart and it is unwilling to return it .. will eyuu come ferr mwee


你知道你有几厉害吗?
你可以把我完全变掉...
一开始对你只是朋友...
不知为什么爱上了你...
现在你就像分开我...


你知道...
你是的一个那么厉害吗?
你知道你在握心目中有多重要吗?
你知道你是第一个可以改变我的人...
你知道我天天想你到我身边...


你知道我还爱着你吗...
你知道我和他差一点就要吵架吗..
你知道我对你的所有所有吗...
我就是很想把你望掉...
但是..


你知道这有多难吗...
你知道要把你望掉就像要到把一颗星星从天上采下来那么难
你知道我对你的心有多认真吗...
你真的有那么讨厌吗...
没有你的日子是多么辛苦...


听着...
就想你在我心上用力地开了一枪...
现在我要做什么...
就要那痛通苦苦地等吗...
我不想但是...


我不可以放弃你
你还记得你向我说过...
你怕我不爱你..
可是你不爱我...
现在我就像分身成两个人了...


现在就像想要也不可以...
你还记得我们的以前吗...
我们一起坐..
我们一起偷偷讲老师的不好...
我们一起玩...


我们一起努力...
我帮你拿书包上楼...
我们一起认真
我们一起玩乐...
我们一起鼓励对方...


我们一起加油
现在...
你开心我伤心...
你还记得以前的我们吗...
我记得以前的我和你就像一对情侣...


记得我们的往事..
你还记得吗..
但是现在想起这些..
真的让我哭了...
真的让我伤心...


现在我会沉默...
看着你们
不会干涉你们的世界...
现在我觉得对我来说...
沉默应该会幸福...


对不起...
因为...
我..
我还爱着你....


iee know eyuu will never love mwee the way that iee love eyuu
iee know eyuu will never miss mwee orr cryy a tear or two
iee know eyuu will never think of me,ill never cross your mind
iee know eyuu will never waste a thought but iee always find the time
iee know eyuu will never look ferr mwee,to eyuu i dont exist
iee know eyuu will never reminise that very night v kissed
iee know eyuu will never lose eyuur heart the way that iee lost mine
iee know that times a healer but to me there is no time
iee know eyuu will never love mwee and this is why iee cry

eyuu knoe euu juz likee ma shadoW
eyuu knoe iee every hours missI
eyuu knoe iee 24 hourS loviN
eyuu knoe euu always givve me lucK
eyuu knoe iee alwayS wish eyuu can lubbs mI
eyuuu knoe iee alwasy wisH eyuu send mwee maiL
eyuu knoe i lubb yoU
eyuu knoe i misseB
eyuu knoe iee lubbSeB
eyuu givve mwee at eyuur luckS
eyuu knoe i miiS yoU

sorehhh~~





. ' 2:36 AM Y
& be ur lucky star forever

thOugh iee tell it not to gO
though iee tell it to stop
mA heart keepS going towards eyuu
it doesnt wear out,
It doesnt decrease
why is ma lubbS like this?
One by one , iee count and count the memories
my heart cant rest ferr even a moment
It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why cant iee even throw eyuu away?
really my heart must have done something somehow
It must have become a fool that's blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is eyuu
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
i lubbS eyuu...only eyuu
Cant eyuu just tell me?
Even if I hold out my hands, no matter how much I call
eyuu always a far from me
It'll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why cant iee erase it?
Really, my heart must have done something somehow
It must have become a fool that's blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won't stop
I love only you, only you
Can't you just tell me?
I try to comfort myself with the lie, that I'm happy if you smile
Because the place you're going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow
Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Cannt have eyuu
Cant forget eyuu
Waiting ferr eyuu day by day
iee must have gotten ill from missing eyuu so much
From loving eyuu too much
Just one thing...
eyuur heart, that one thing
Cant eyuu just share it with me?
Can't eyuu love me?





.Friday, October 23, 2009 ' 5:33 AM Y
& be ur lucky star forever

euu ask mwee how ma day was as if it is same everyday...
I say taT I'm okay but euu really dunknoe how I feel
Do euu think I will be okay without euu?
Will you be okay without me?
It is really hard to live in this world without euu
That is whyS I blame maself ferr still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live these painful
days becOz of what euu said
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like mwee?
euu and mwwe
Are we too late? Do not we have a chance?
iee still think about euu and mwee might know this
Is it finally this? Are we going to end up like this?

Is it okay with you?
I don't think I can do it. The love that I found by
meeting you, I wont find it anywhere else even if I die
What should I do? If it isn't you, no one else can be in my heart
Please hold mwee
And euu know that even though the whole world would try
No one can erase ur memories.
So please hold mwwe.
What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you said
Tell mwwe if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like me?
ueee and mwe.Is it too late? Do not we have a chance?
But mwwe, Iee still think about euu and you might not know it.





.Thursday, October 22, 2009 ' 6:14 AM Y
& be ur lucky star forever

i dunNo why today liek feel no mooDs...
haix TTT..
dunno is wad thing happeninG...
is euu ?

i dunno !-/
juz euu now can change ; mwee...
altought my wordS...
say da my feelinG status is happy...
but say real baHS...

i was really no mooDs...
how i should i do without euu in my life...
euu are really da important in my heart...

withouts euu...
i juz really like lost anythinG d one peopl3...
do euu kno3 this kindS of thinG...

saw everythinG euu wrote...
i dunno how i now really no confidence fer maself...
juz wanna to wish ur my love...><

i luBbs euU...
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